FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

You know...this life business really doesn't make any sense, specially being female.

Not a great film but this bit does make me laugh, specially when they start hitting each other.

And now for the perverts...



And I liked this bit...jealous/protective Buster

I invited someone round.... *chuckle*


So I have finally found a fellow very enthusiastic BK fan. Bella. It's really nice sharing pics and videos and such to someone who gets it.
The BK LJ com I'm on seems pretty dead mostly, I think Im one of the only people to have made posts for a few months now. Bit depressin.

Bella likes Lon Chaney but Im not really familiar with his work. I recognise him from The Phantom of The opera, that awesome frightning makeup.... But otherwise I don't know him. But I found a cool Youtube vid that makes me want to know more.



Terrifying!

Happy Birthday Buster. I love you.

*sings* 'Oh I wish I had someone to love meee'
Ahhhh it's been a pretty day. Sunny and cool, properly cool at last. I do love the Winter. I love cozy dark evenings. I like being able to hide in a coat. I like being able to sit on the bus without feeling unbearably hot.

So, I put together another BK vid. Uploading it onto Youtube now but, I think it's too long and I'm pretty sure if it's not, then it will get taken down for the music content. So, I guess it will be unsharable, just for me, alas.

Oh and this morning...oh this morning...! It's always nice to wake up with an orgasm. I think had about 4 in a row. Fantastic. I love that my dreams can do that for me, or at least, start the ball rolling.


I've been watching True Blood online as well. It's pretty cool. I really like Tera. I think she's funny and hot. It's quite refreshingly different as far as vamp shows go. I'm not massively keen on the vampires fangs though. They look abit daft in my opinion. Best fangs, Best Fang-look for me, would be the vamps in the movie 'Interview....' They look serious, and dangerous and sexy.

Ok well that's all for now I guess, be nice if i had someone else to share my BK enthusiasm with besides a few people online. Nevermind. :)

I put together a Myspace Page...If anyone's interested, adds would be great, I'm short on friends.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=390363659

I just wanted something Bustery to go with this lovely song...so I used The Cameraman to fit.

I've decided to have a go in earnest at being vegetarian.

My niece is back in my life. She stayed with us for a week and she has changed, matured. It was good to see her again. I gave her one of my necklaces and some clothes and other nicies, I wanted to make up for the years of not having given her anything.

Reading 'My Wonderful World of Slapstick', Busters autobiography. I'm enjoying it. It's great to read his words.

The trouble with revenge is...it only shows the world that you give a shit that something has gotten under your skin.

Although my depression has lifted which is a relief, I still feel like I'm cut off somehow from everything, like I'm in a glass box. Physical affection helps but I don't get much of that. The cats help.

I remember sometime in 2007 I think it was, thinking...'if i died now, i would be pissed off about it' because, I guess, things seemed/felt positive. For a few good months things in my life seemed to be going in hopeful, decent direction & perhaps that's it too, there was direction. I was getting to know someone and I think I figured it was my last shot at a relationship, although we were never actually a couple it was getting there. It all fell apart of course, he fell for someone else on a trip to america, who later dumped him for his best friend anyway, but...well, it killed whatever we had or could have had.

Anyway, thing is, if i died today i wouldn't be pissed off about it.